Going In Circles ..

One minute I’m okay next minute my mind begins to race. Just when I think I’ve healed, the memories begin to appear. It’s solely the enemy and yes he’s doing exactly what he’s expected to do. Now I’m off track with anxieties off the roof. This is how life goes, right when you’re doing good, BOOM! There goes destruction.

I begin to lose hope seems as if nothing is really going. I’m watching everyone else around celebrate but what about me? Seems as if my time will never come and I’ll only be able to celebrate the joys of others. I want that happiness I want that joy and to top it off I’m battling the depressions of life.

I often hear the words “Jesus take the wheel” and I instantly think of a car lol but here’s the meaning. Jesus take the wheel over my life, you get it? Steer me into the right direction, Jesus guide me, be my GPS.

I never knew a life of Surrender would bring me comfort and peace until I trusted him with full control of my life.

May I remind you there will come a time where certain situations and plans will be off track all due to things that’s about to shift in your favor. Do not lose hope in the midst of the confusion. Your life will destruct before reconstruction happens.

Now I’m able to see why my life was going in circles to only make a complete designation. In this place there’s Freedom, I’m healed, I feel whole. You as well can have this peace once you give him full authority.

“I am leaving you with a gift—peace of mind and heart. And the peace I give is a gift the world cannot give. So don’t be troubled or afraid.”
‭‭John‬ ‭14‬:‭27‬ ‭NLT‬‬

By Courtney Dillard

A woman fulfilling her purpose.

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